Today is really a worst day for me. But I still ended up this day without any drop of tears. Such a complicated mood. Made an effort to hide my sadness with smiling face. Trying to be rational because crying changed nothing. It is a very first time to get this kind of result:
T8 INT Imp Audit Procedure 46 Fail
Which am I never thought to fail. Seriously, I still unable to accept it as a fact. I cant be alone in my room, I am very disappointed and demotivated in this moment. 80+, 75, these grades seem very satisfied in the previous paper and even now, exclude Audit Paper (Failed). Sometimes, it is very unfair unfair unfair!!!
"No pain, No gain" Do it really works? :(
Stella said: [不是你付出的多回报就会多 有些人还是可以不劳而获 我还是有很多疑问…为什么???] I understood what did you feel. I get it deeply in my heart. Same feeling with you.:) But, Cheer Up, Dear! Don't be sad anymore. I always be with you. Luckily I still have friends with me. Thank You and sorry to say that.♥
We should think positively, at least we can breathe out freely.:)
Will be better day after tomorrow. Struggle together! :) ♥